Diwali in Bangalore

Well today is Diwali and I am in Bangalore with Family - As we grow up festivals assume a different meaning is prescribed to Festival - Maybe we felt the same but in retrospect it appears that we enjoyed much more in the past. I was in campus where everyone knew everyone - now I moved to big crowded city where I just exchange a "hi" with my neighbors
Does it spread the same effervescence  that it did earlier - I wonder
It is special  alright but not the same - perhaps I don't burst crackers or get to eat too many sweets and snacks - perhaps!!
What is more it is raining in Bangalore on Diwali - Imagine!!!

Restlessness

not sure if it is positive or negative there is a lot of restlessness and inner voice prodding that is coming across today and for so many days- what shall I be doing well - sometimes I look for triggers and reasons - there are not too many . Was it Steve Jobs or was in Anna Hazare I don't know - there are people who are not so famous and yet have found their inner calling

Am I looking too hard perhaps ?

Calling

I keep thinking of finding my calling but then I think maybe this is what my calling is. The point is that Steve Jobs knew what he had to do and was pretty sure about it. Was he extraordinary or plain relent less - I don't know the answer. I will rather talk about me and what I want to do .


Already 45 years ( sounds old!!!) - I want to write , work and always have enough to do. What do I work on is a million dollar question. People development is what I enjoy a lot . I love working with people helping them transform and help an organization transform . It may not be another Apple but we just need on Apple but a lot more people to help people to be happy.

More than success I guess for me transformation has to last in happiness