Where it all started

Yesterday I came back to the same evolve where I lived about twenty years before. To be exact it was about twenty five years. By any standards twenty five is a very long time indeed . I have been here many times before but as is grow up ( please note the word growing up and not growing old ) this was very nostalgic . I went to three shops to inquire for diet coke and they did not have it . It was well stocked shop...I thought to myself the small place where people walk so much why would anybody need a diet coke indeed . That was a small part of what I want to say. The bigger part was that it changed so much and yet it so many ways it stated the same. Let me begin by explains why I think it is prudent to mention this. When I woke up there were bird chirping into my ear. Wow and then when I went out I saw actual million butterflies hovering around . When was last time I saw so many butterflies ..I don't remember . Yet it had changed , there was a domino pizza and I actually saw someone delivering it and then all the reeboks and Adidas have attacked it as well..more later let me relish it 

There I go again

I don't know what is this feeling at the back of my head , this nagging feeling telling me I am not good enough. I searched if I have a trigger for this , I don't have . Why is life pulling me down like this.

I know I am not the best neither I am nor I can aim to be . I want to good enough and more . To be the best is journey . Currently I am in valley and I am feeling everything that valley feels like at the moment .